不知道我打的这些字会不会有人看，但没关系，这不重要．我高兴就好．

漫漫长假，不知如何度过．．
好啦！还不致于如此啦！都不知不觉地过了近乎一个月了．不要问我是怎么过的．我就是有办法．．哈哈．．

偶尔跟朋友碰面－真不错，都将近一年没见了，还可以滔滔不绝地聊个没完．．
偶尔发呆，顺便思考一些事情．．具体是什么事情呢？说不上来，虽然这些事情占据了我好多时间
偶尔看看书－我自己认为很有建设性的事（虽然也不尽然啦）
再来，就是浪费时间．．我是嫌时间太多，所以在挥霍，还是怎样？！我知道我迟早会后悔，可是我就是那种不知悔改的人．．

其实还有很多东西想写的．．但一时之间又突然不想写了．．所以算了．．改次再写就是了．．那会是什么时候呢？我还真说不上来．．＝Ｐ

errr.. well.. i am guilty of not updating often. ok i haven been updating at all.

but cant blame mah.. i cant access to my own blog.. so naturally wun think of updating ah..

its my one week hols nw. china national day. shall do some constructive stuffs lah.. like reading ah.. yeap.. quite into reading recently. but my reading speed is too slow lah.. so shall make use of this hols to finish some books.

i took up kendo. went for a few trainings. ok lah. prefer judo. just wanted to take up a sport for cca. got seniors in there and overall not too bad so join loh.. trainings quite slack.. maybe i should just call them practices. no physical trainings.. practise the strokes and maybe abit of sparring. of cos as a beginner, i am stucked with the footwork and gonna be stucked with that for quite some time lah before any progress..

a junior will be teaching me guitar. yea.. something i hope to accomplish before my graduation

classes are ok. more positive attitude towards schooling. even though this place(the school) brings so much disappointment. i am happy enjoying the life here, meeting all these ppl and stuffs. its the school that spoils everything. the system, the administration and all.. shant get into details here cos i cant stop. hahaa

i have got a russian roomie. (this should be smthg new) haha.. bo2 shi4 sheng1.. power ah.. haha.. quite a nice person. basically we hardly interfere with each other's life so ok lah.. quite good.. hehe

gotta rush off le.. post again nxt time.. but dun count on it lah..

ps. dun leave msgs on tagboard ah.. cos i cant read them anw.. hahaa

woohoo!!!!

writing tis last post.. in singapore.

feeling abit.. dunno how to desribe such a feeling. always felt like that when i have to board the plane back to bj. abit lost.. abit excited.. abit sad.. mixed emotions.. hahaha..

anw.. guess i didnt mention this the other time.. hmm really appreciate you all for making an effort to meet up eh.. as in.. i know u all are busy with your own stuffs.. gladly we still managed to meet up. hehe.. THANKS!!! hahaha.. kinda dun suit my character to say such stuffs huh.. starting to have goosebumps? want to puke?? haha

enjoyed the trip back to chung cheng ystday. quite alot to say ah.. but dunno how to put them in words at this point of time..

actually ah.. got alot more gan ren fei fu de hua can say de. but kinda tired now.. so.. (dun say le lah.. haha.. wanted to say leave it for next time but ah.. dun tink will remember what i want to say loh.. so suan le!)

take care ppl!!! keep in contact!! we will meet a yr later.. haha.. dun miss me.. keke..*pukes* anw its oni a yr.. very fast de lah.. i will be back before u all noe it. dun change too much ah.. till i cant recognise.. hehehe...

i will update here often.. if i rem to.. =)))))

made a trip to nus yesterday. v far leh. the ride there is so boring.

stayed in there for barely 30mins. seen the law fac and the biz canteen. yea.. thats all. cos my friend is surprisingly on time. he drove us to holland v.

went to holland v for the first time in my whole life. gosh. i sound very swa gu. fine.. not my fault!! hahaa...

i dont seem to dread nus that much after yesterday. seeing the people in there, thought they behave more like uni students. not say uni students got what type of look ah, but.. thought so only.. very different from all those in bj. seeing clusters of people gathering at the benches, amphitheatre etc.. somehow i feel envious. cos dun seem to have such places in pku. still able to talk crap all the same. it just feels different lah. i miss sec sch and jc life? maybe?.. not sure who can understand this feeling. i cant understand it myself. why should i even feel this way?

seeing familiar faces in the campus makes me happy. yet i would rather those acquaintances not notice me in the crowd. cos i simply cant be bothered to chup them. strange huh.. =(

guilty of not blogging for a long long long time. so here i am..

forgot alot of details le. so see how much i can remember loh.

coming back to singapore for e 2nd time.. didnt mean much initially. jus.. "yea i am back again." so much things i planned to do( i already forgotten what those plans were) so aint doing much other than meeting up with frens, ABIT of reading and playing.

most meaningful national day ever... though i still didnt watch the entire ndp show. just whats wrong with me? can never sit through throughout the whole show.. watch tv nia mah.. whats so difficult? hahaha

"discovered" that the workload in local unis seems much more heavier than what i have.. at least it seems so ah. now i know why people are so busy.. why they think i am leading a good life over there.. hmm maybe its true.. maybe its not? dunno.. never exactly experienced what each other is experiencing so cannot judge right? all i can say is.. we are going through different education systems. moreover, its still your expectations for ownself that affects your uni life.. guess i should start to raise my expectations? too slack liaoz..

about a week plus to go before i board the plane again. i actually still feel sad just by the thought of it. how strange.. life has been too good back here huh.. dunno.. can't explain. i am aware that things will work out just fine when that day arrives.

was just thinking.. did i accomplish what i intended to? wanted to do so many things but didnt seem like i have done much.

new school term starts. not excited at all. still the same old class people. still the same OLD lok cok classrooms. just different modules. dunno. ever since i moved into hostel, nothing in school fascinates me. probably because i stay in school, so kinda sianz ah..or maybe its just the place. boring campus. fortunately, with good friends around, makes life better ..

wanna lead a more fulfilling campus life eh.. find other things to keep me occupied, other than playing and slacking.. hmm like joining a cca, learn some things or what lah. thought should not be wasting my time there lah. 3 more yrs to go. if i continue the lifestyle i led for the past one yr, i bet i still will be able to slack my 3 yrs away loh. this shouldnt go on lah. life can be more enriching, more meaningful i guess.. alot of things can be done lah. its all up to ownself.

hopefully, i will gain some things when i graduate lah.
wonder why am i saying all these? just don't want to hold any regrets when i ever look back. =)

still got alot of stuffs to blog on. next time lah..

haven't blogged for ages. well.. i lost access to blogspot again. but this aint the reason for not blogging. just an excuse. plain lazy to blog.

havent been up to anythg too exciting. sending ppl back to singapore one by one. each time can sense a tinge of sadness. dont understand why too. not like as if i am not going back. not like as if i wont be seeing them for a long long time. not like as if i will be stucked here. ya loh. how strange can one get?

jus booked my air tix. be in singapore this weekend. anyone wanna join me for breakfast? haha.. how about chwee kueh at bedok? ehh.. bedok ppl respond! hahha.. just kidding. i better make sure i can travel light enough to take the mrt myself. haha.. once again i yearn to take the mrt leh. BUT.. wait till i pack.. hahaha.. this time must really TRY to take mrt ah.. hehe..

so ppl.. wo (hui) lai ye!! heh~

should be booking my air tix soon. abit excited. lol.. anyway, first time boarding the plane myself. cool. hehe..

slacked.. as per normal. no classes today.

results for this sem all out liaoz. gpa dropped, as expected. but still kept alive(amazingly). work harder next time loh. sigh. =(

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